Monday, August 24, 2015

America, Water Disasters/NYC

I am very busy now with teaching my three sons at home. I don't have the time to type in all the specifics of things God has shown me recently. I will share, loosely.

When I pray for the church in the U.S.A, I am seeing so much that has to do with NYC. I am also seeing water EVERYWHERE in my visions. I have no doubt that one or more natural disasters are to come to the U.S.

Why do I share things like this? To show that I am awesome to get visions and dreams from God? I am not awesome to get these from God. I am awesome because He pursued me and rescued me out of the darkness I lived in. My righteousness is as filthy rags. The only righteous is God.

Why do I share things like this? To frighten and freak people out? No. I have no desire to frighten people. There is a goodness in fear drawing one to the loving and safety of Father God's arms. But He prefers to draw people with His love.

This isn't about me. This is about God and our enemy. This is very practical.

Why do I share things like this? TO ENCOURAGE OTHERS TO PRAY. It is that simple.

Pray. Fast. Stay in the Word of God. Enter into God's presence daily. His presence is your refuge!

Sunday, August 23, 2015

Praying Has Changed Me

When God told me to pray for the lost for an hour a day, I didn't question it. I just started doing it. Day after day, I made time to pray for at least one hour ONLY for the lost. As an intercessor, God began opening my eyes up to more and more things regarding the lost. It is strange how God can open your eyes to so much, through prayer. The Lord led me to pray for things I never thought of! With this prayer time, I came to know God's sorrows much more. I did not pray out of a ritualistic mindset. That's religious. That's empty. I prayed because I love Jesus. I want to obey God. I want to bring joy to His heart and lessen, in some way, His sorrow. I'm in a relationship with God. So, I pray because I love Him and trust Him and also because I love the lost.

The more I prayed about the lost, the more God began to show me how lazy the church is (In America). As the church, we should be showing the love of God, testifying of Jesus Christ by action and word so that we may reach the lost. But in America, we take our great right of religious freedom for granted. We rarely operate in TRUE faith. The harvest is so ripe but who's willing to do the work? We end up being witnesses of our capitalistic nation. We don't see how bad it is. I pray God will remove the blinders over our eyes so that we see the truth about our conduct, example, behavior and many teachings that are WRONG. 

After 53 days of praying for the lost, the Lord told me to start praying for the church (Christians) for an hour a day. I'm into the 20th day of praying for 'the' Church. God continues to show me these wrong areas in my life that I had not known existed. As I see these areas, I begin to pray for others who do not see areas. As God shows me things about myself, I am able to pray that God shows other Christians such things.

I've been brought to a place of transformation. God has given me a passion for the lost that is insatiable. God is showing me that in all my years of praying and studying the Word, how little I know. He is showing me that in America, because of our wealth and our rights, we are fat, lethargic, ungrateful, spoiled and we TRULY RARELY OPERATE IN FAITH. What does that mean?

The amount of faith required to get a good parking spot at work or money to buy a new outfit is small. Let me move on further. The amount of faith it takes to pray for healing for loved ones and the sick is a little greater but it is still asks little of the one praying. In America, we have such comfort that most of us find ourselves living a life that exercises the smallest amounts of faith; that require little sacrifice.. I'm not discounting prayers for such things. I'm simply trying to help others see what God has helped me see. Let me expound.

I had a very painful experience with a loved one last week. I actually let it get the best of me. My faith weakened. I prayed less. I reveled in my anger and became distant from God. God was very gracious to me. He brought into my life a woman in Pakistan. Shazia messaged me on Facebook late one night with a sweet blessing. We began messaging. I learned about the persecution and poverty she and other women and girls endure in Pakistan. My heart began to melt. She sweetly and humbly shared stories and asked for me to help. One story she shared was about a girl who was poisoned by her parents because Shazia gave her a bible. Soon, my struggles paled in comparison. Her request for my help was humbling for me. In my personal life, I was being negative, unforgiving and angry. But my loved one wasn't dead. I began to cry. God began to break away the stones I put around my heart. I asked Shazia what she needed prayer for. When she said, 'food', I was even more humbled.

God has given me a heart for Pakistan. I am praying for Shazia, her home and sewing classes daily. God got my attention and I chose to pull it together and seek to restore my relationship with God.

I share this because a deeper transformation is happening from this point. I've researched the conditions that Christian women live in. I've researched much about Pakistan, as a nation. I've been brought into a world where faith is TRULY exercised. Sharing Jesus with others, as Shazia does, requires faith we rarely operate in here in the U.S. She literally puts her well being, even her life on the line daily just by sharing Jesus with others. 

I've been asked to teach the girls and women at Shazia's home (by way of Skype). As I start to pray about what to teach, a new world of concepts fill my mind. What do you teach to women and girls who experience abuse often because they believe in Jesus? I mean. . . when you live in a world where you experience beatings, sexual abuse and even death because you have faith in Jesus, it brings a challenge to this American Christian teacher that I've never experienced.

I live in a blessed nation. I'm so thankful I was born in America. But America has become complacent in most respects. A good portion of the sermons preached from America on television (about physical blessings) make no sense to those living in poverty and persecution for their faith. Literally, I've heard of people from several Asian countries share that the teachings on TV did not make sense. The reality is that there is the American gospel and then there is THE gospel. It is simply the truth. 

I have been floored. I have been brought to my knees as I enter this new world, the world of Pakistan. The nation that is listed as the 8th most Christian persecuted nation by the WWL. A nation that has imprisoned a Christian and plan to execute her because her declaration of her faith in Christ was counted as the crime of Blasphemy.

God is changing me. I can't sit in this little space in my comfortable American life where I do not endure persecution and be comfortable about it any longer. I can't take for granted my rights. I need to get up and take these wonderful opportunities to help those who do not have them!!! I have been transformed.


Monday, August 17, 2015

Ted Cruz

The Lord showed me on August 17th that Republican Senator (and presidential hopeful) Ted Cruz is doing something major for his campaign.  We will see soon enough what this will be on the news, etc.  God has shown me that this man is not to be trusted. God began telling me about the dark leader who will rule the world for several years before Cruz became a senator. I do not think Ted Cruz is THE dark leader but he is STRONGLY associated with the dark leader. It remains a mystery to me at this time. So be it. God knows all. He will show me what He wants me to know. And I will pray and share as He tells me to. My devotion is to God and to no other.

I did some research about him and learned that his father is in a Christian group who follow false doctrine about wealth and worldly prosperity.

I truly do NOT like talking about politics. That is something I rarely speak of publicly, for a few years now. But I will post when God shows me something specific about a political figure. When God shows me things about world/national leaders I pray for full objectivity. I am learning to distance myself from ALL news. I would rather be shut away in my closet and praying for God to show me what I need to see regarding America and the world.

Look closely at politicians who use God's name for a vote. Look and pray and listen. Most are wolves in sheep's clothing. They take God's name in vain. They take God's name and use the nation Israel in effort to gain power. This is evil.

Christian Persecution

I don't think I can write things here as I'd like to. I'm not feeling well. It isn't just Fibromyalgia and arthritis. Emotionally, I am suffering. It is not depression. It is weight and pain of things God is showing me. He has been taking me into the future and He has me pray. For several nights I am taken to places where an evil ruler of the Western Hemisphere persecutes the Church (Christians). He has also taken me to see the Queen who 'kills Christians in God's name'. It has been very difficult for me.

But I pray and I speak scriptures. I know I'm not time traveling. But God is able to bring us to a time and allow us to see what He wants us to see for the purpose of prayers and warfare. It has been more intense than usual. At times like this I wonder what prophets meant when they say 'I was carried away in the Spirit' and 'I was astonished'. Words of Ezekiel come to me. And I think of Daniel who spoke of feeling faint when he saw certain things.

The purpose of feeling what I feel and seeing what I see is primarily for the purpose of prayer. Prayer 'there' and then to share and ask for others to pray. I pray and speak 'THE GATES OF HELL SHALL NOT PREVAIL AGAINST THE CHURCH'. These powerful words of Christ will be of immense value as dark times come for it is a promise the Bride is going to have to hold onto, speak out and trust in.

One night God did show me (through my body and mind) the Church being 'killed' but He also brought HER BACK TO LIFE. I rejoiced in this painful then beautiful experience. I prayed and I praised!

The Lord told me last night, 'Things will happen faster than people even imagine. They will be taken by surprise.'

I don't know any sequence of events that are to come. God simply gives me visions, dreams and intercessory experiences for the purpose of prayer and warning.

Christian persecution is something that will happen world wide. We MUST pray. We MUST seek God. We MUST NOT TAKE OUR RELIGIOUS FREEDOM FOR GRANTED. Why aren't God's people reading the Bible more in America?! Why aren't they praying? Do they not know these blessings will be removed? And they will be removed sooner than imagined.

Sunday, August 9, 2015

Interpretation of Dream on 6/3/15

Tonight, as I was praying for the church, the Lord had me pray intensely for my pastor, Christopher Smith. As I prayed, the Lord gave me the meaning for the dream He gave me June 3, 2015. The Lord has shown me to share this interpretation with my pastor and no one else at this time. I am thankful to God that He leads us to pray and shows us things. God is to be praised. The Bride (the church) of Christ is greatly loved by Jesus. He speaks to His people and leads them into prayer for His love is great for His Bride. Praise God for His goodness. We, his children, are made good by God. He is ALL that is good. And all good His children do is by Him and not in their own strength or power. God is ALL that is good. I thank Him for His mercy, favor, kindness, patience and grace in my life.
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Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Warning. It has begun.

Something has started. I've sensed a lot of things lately and I've posted about it. But something is happening in the spiritual realm that involves more spiritual warfare than I have ever seen. In fact, I spent hours in shock after God showed me some things. I truly thought 'this can't be real'. I even told myself, 'this is surreal. It doesn't feel real.'

I can't share at this point the details of things God has shown me last night. But what I will say here is this:

PRAY. READ THE WORD. STAY CLOSE TO YOUR SHEPHERD, JESUS. FAST. PRAY FOR FELLOW CHRISTIANS (the church). PRAY FOR THE LOST.

Many of my visions and things in some of my dreams are coming to pass right now.

Saturday, August 1, 2015

Strong Word from God 7/24/15

 Apocalypse means unveiling.

And unveiling is happening now. An apocalypse is happening now. People are having epiphanies. Those who seek me with fasting and daily prayer have experienced the veil of the liar being removed. They are seeing the depth of evil and the LACK of sacrifice that plagues the churches. They are now able to see the needed selflessness and commitment that hardly exists in My people. These who have sought me can see and they weep and repent.

The lost (whom I love) are living in great darkness. My people who wear the veil  walk about in great light.  They can see very little through this veil. They are full of selfish desires and are drawn to the great FATNESS that exists in the sinful world. They don't want to see the truth.

Come out from among them and be UNVEILED! Those who have the Light, shut it out as though it is a nuisance to them. They take the Light for granted. They say in their heart, 'oh, it will always be here,' and 'if I want to see by it or use it, it is there,' and 'Well, I'm glad it is here in case I ever need it.'

They take My Son for granted. They sin willingly and ask forgiveness BUT THEY DO NOT REPENT.

They fellowship with those who live and walk in darkness rather than shine the Light to unveil those living in darkness so that they may see the truth of the condition of their soul and their need for Me

My people have become ungrateful, apathetic, complacent and lazy. They lay in their comfort and enjoy worldly items in excess. I ask:

WHERE ARE THE SELFLESS?
WHERE IS THE SACRIFICE?
WHERE IS THE COMMITMENT?

Where are those who will carry the light into darkness, themselves unveiled by My power; ready and willing to lose their reputation and title? Ready and willing to be spit upon, rejected, called vile names? Ready and willing to be made fun of? Ready and willing to be beaten and killed as they boldly share the gospel?

WHERE ARE THEY?!!!!!

Fear and pride and the love of comfort and self abound in My people. And if they will not commit, sacrifice and expose evil, then the lost (whom I love and mourn over) will remain lost.

Many of My people will be cast away from Me for they are a branch that will not reproduce or aid in nourishing other branches. I will cast them into the fire just as My Son said (John 15). Many of My people I will spew out of My mouth because they are lukewarm. And they will no longer be called My people for they are NOT My people. My people seek me first, obey my commandments for they love Me. They are willing to allow me to remove the veil from their eyes to see the truth!!

My sorrow is great and it becomes a powerful raging sea.

Hear Me. Repent of sin and fruitless endeavors. Seek me. So that you may see the truth of the depth of evil around you; in the congregations; within you. COMMIT to me. Become SELFLESS. SACRIFICE everything for the Kingdom of God. Carry the Light into darkness so the lost (whom I love) may see their need for Me and will repent and become saved. end


NYC/East Coast Disaster to Come

Though, I have learned that God's timing is very hard to know, I feel an urgency to post what the Lord has been showing me this week regarding the East Coast and NYC. Though this feels as though it will happen tomorrow, it may not happen for some time. I hope we have a lot of time before this happens so that we can evangelize and turn many to Jesus before this comes. We also will have more time to pray.

The Lord has been showing me a deep sorrow and His face is turned to the East. His eyes are looking at the East Coast. He is saying what He said before 9/11 happened 'THE WORLD IS FULL OF SIN AND MY PEOPLE ARE FULL OF ERROR.'

For days, this is what I hear and feel from the Lord. I have seen the Brooklyn bridge several times and a messenger spoke of the twin towers so I'm certain NYC will be affected by a natural disaster involving water, though God has not told me anything specific of what kind of disaster it is.

I have seen a massive wave of water. I have seen many dead bodies floating in water. I have seen also dead bodies piled. I have heard the Lord say, 'I WILL WASH AWAY MUCH SORROW.'

My mind says that this would be a tsunami. But I have not gotten confirmation from the Lord regarding this.

PRAY. PRAY. PRAY. An angel of the Lord told me, 'PRAY!'