I have thought my skepticism was about my ego, lack of faith, or that I was just wrong. But I think I've gotten to the core of it all. FEAR and REQUIREMENT.
I choose to accept this now as God; as truth. It will be the only way I can grow in faith and grow out of fear.
I am also making the decision to seek God and His Word on a deeper level. I am going to get honest with myself. As I look at his commandments, I want to stop all sinful ways. I want to lean on God fully. I want to move into a place of greater REQUIREMENT. I want to be what God wants me to be in every way.
I asked God, 'What do I do?' And His answer is the answer is the answer that He always gives me to share with others. How humbling a moment for me from my merciful and loving Father.
PRAY. FAST.TEACH THE WORD TO YOUR CHILDREN. OBEY. MY WORD WILL SUSTAIN YOU WHEN NOTHING ELSE WILL.